
I asked her nicely, “Mother, can I please practice my interview on you?”
She tilted her beautiful head to the side and said, “Of course babe! Just tell me when and where.”
“Great! My place. Lunchtime. Today. And…can I give you some laundry to take home with you…pleeeease?” Shameless, I know.
My Mother is my biggest inspiration and after raising me as a single-mom for over 10 years I have to blame her in big part for me being the happy person I am today.
Lunch hour finally came and we met in my small cluttered apartment. As I gathered my laundry my Mother stood in my bathroom freshening up. She re-applied her ruby lipstick and showed her excitement for being my interview guinea pig.
“So? What are these questions?”
And so, it began. My questions didn’t flow beautifully or show her quite how much I cared about her answers but for my first interview I was able to reach some of my goals. I got to know my Mom better and I got to remind her that she’s strong and capable.
I grabbed my cheat sheet, “When you hear the word, ‘Courage’, what comes to mind.”
She immediately blurted out, “Single moms. Is that the kind of answer you’re looking for? Sorry.”
“No need to apologize! There are no wrong answers. That’s perfect.” I reassured her.
“Oh good. Also, doing the right thing. That takes a lot of courage sometimes.”
Yes it does. Especially when you’ve grown up not always knowing right from wrong. After discussing motivating factors in her life, (Love. Love. Love!) I asked her about abuse. If she’s ever endured abuse of any kind. I let her know that a yes or no answer was perfectly fine but if she wanted to say more I wanted to listen. She told me that she felt growing up with an alcoholic parent was a form of abuse.
As an adult she has been abused verbally and emotionally but thankfully her maturity, strength and wonderful children have helped her regain HOPE!
She was able to easily list off activities that make her feel good about herself. Artwork, exercise, prayer, and being with her children were a few. When coping with stress she allows herself to cry, she talks to her sister and at times eats more or less than is healthy to hide her pain. She can see her weaknesses and her strengths in a more clear light. Most importantly she can see that her struggles are her own and not someone else trying to overpower her anymore. She used to feel she did not deserve good things but now she is able to stick up for herself, see what a great mother she is and have the courage to trust others and share her heart without giving herself away.
I smiled full of pride at the wonderful Mom I’ve been blessed with, “Mom, what advice would you give to others who are dealing with abuse?”
The sparkle in her eyes turned to a stern determined look, “I would tell them that they do not deserve it! It is the abusers problem. If they are in the midst of abuse, get out! We all have to realize that it is not our problem and none of us deserves to be abused.”
“Thank you so much for your courage Mom. I love you.”
She was able to easily list off activities that make her feel good about herself. Artwork, exercise, prayer, and being with her children were a few. When coping with stress she allows herself to cry, she talks to her sister and at times eats more or less than is healthy to hide her pain. She can see her weaknesses and her strengths in a more clear light. Most importantly she can see that her struggles are her own and not someone else trying to overpower her anymore. She used to feel she did not deserve good things but now she is able to stick up for herself, see what a great mother she is and have the courage to trust others and share her heart without giving herself away.
I smiled full of pride at the wonderful Mom I’ve been blessed with, “Mom, what advice would you give to others who are dealing with abuse?”
The sparkle in her eyes turned to a stern determined look, “I would tell them that they do not deserve it! It is the abusers problem. If they are in the midst of abuse, get out! We all have to realize that it is not our problem and none of us deserves to be abused.”
“Thank you so much for your courage Mom. I love you.”